When you miss someone...

I know this blog is private.  I know only a few people can see it.  I also know I have another one that even fewer people can see... and that I could type these words to myself in a word processor.  I can't explain why, but it feels like it belongs here.


I miss someone... so bad it's suffocating... so bad that I'm second guessing what I know were the right decisions... the only decisions...

And there is nothing I can do to make it stop.

"If you become a crocus in a hidden garden... I will be a gardener.  And I will find you."

I miss you... my pretty marigold.

Blog Changes

Those of you who follow this blog can, for the most part, still see it.  So I wanted to explain quickly why I won't be blogging much here for the next month or so.  I have to put this blog on private for personal reasons (rather than delete a bunch of stuff) but with it being Angel Tree season at Reece's Rainbow, I didn't want to NOT have a blog to post on when I have a face or a family I want to share.  So my new blog is:

http://crazy-arewethereyet.blogspot.com/

If you were following this one, or even if you weren't, feel free to follow that one!  There's even a tab on the side that lets you follow by e-mail if you aren't a blogger user.  I may return to this one at some point in the future but for now that's unknown.  Thanks for your patience :)