Te extraño

In Spanish, it means "I miss you".

And I do.

I know the odds are a million to one that you'll see this.

But sometimes it makes me feel better to imagine that you will...

So I just wanted to tell you that I miss you.  So much.

M said she saw you.  That you looked grown up.

She told you I said "hi" (even though I never asked her to - she knew I would've wanted to tell you hi.)

You said "hi back", and that you loved me, and to give me your kisses.

When M told me I cried.  Not because I missed you, although there are plenty of times I cry for that...

Because you loved me.

Still.

And if you love me, you must know I love you.

I miss you, princess.  Especially right now.  Especially at Christmas.

And I love you so much.

Hasta te veo, mija.